Home. Where I feel safe. Secure. Surrounded by my things. My dogs. My very few good friends. I am selfish now about my friends and the company I keep. Only the genuine ones now. I cannot waste my precious time on people that do not take me seriously. I am a person with a heart, and feelings. I am not a novelty.
Spring is here and it is now time for training. Serious training for running, P90X and Insanity training. Healthy food. Healthy thoughts. I am also going to get serious on more training for my job too. Get my BA certification. Go on to more levels of SQL, ACCESS etc.
More to come........
Wednesday, March 07, 2012
Its been a really long time. But the last time I felt this way was when I was on the edge of something really BIG. It was when I received that awesome job offer from Trizetto and moved to Denver! I felt like nothing in the world could stop me, I could do what ever I put my mind to. The bigger the better. I have heard from my mortgage broker today and I heard from two former colleagues who are heavy hitters in my field. One said, Cyndie I remember you, you were WONDERFUL. He was talking about my work and the work we did together. And yesterday another friend thinks he found me my next husband. Its a full moon tonight. It must be MY full moon.
But all that aside. Besides walking on a cloud. My mind is not here. It is on Coquina on the Beach Hotel on Lido Beach, Sarasota Florida!! I will be basking and scorching in the sun for two weeks. I am going to be cocoa brown tan! I am going to run every day. I am going to walk the beach every day, and I have to also walk the dogs to St Armonds Circle every day.(they are not allowed on the beach) We will be 15 minutes away from St Armods!. I can't wait to see Jessica. She started a new job and I am excited for her new endeavor.
I thank God for all that he has given me. I am so blessed with a great home, dogs, friends, town, job.
My cup runneth over!!!
And what ever is in my future. I feel really good about. Really good. My horoscope said. Cyndie, your ship is about to come in. I believe it. And its all because of ME, my belief in myself, and my hard work. I would love someone to share this awesome life with ....soon!!!!
2 weeks baby!!!
Saturday, March 03, 2012
It's that time of the year again. Tim Horton's rrrrrrroll up the rim to win. I usually make my own coffee for the morning commute. But at "Roll up the Rim" time, I usually stop 3 or 4 times a week to try to win! Well, I got a sudden revelation
this time. I had no urge to win - ANYTHING! I already have my dream car, I have my 60" TV. I am so perfectly satisfied
with my life that I feel no need to win something for free. It is kind of like when I moved to Denver, I had it made! Great
new high paying job, brand new Townhouse. So new the streets weren't even on Mapquest yet. I was so happy I stopped
buying lottery tickets when I was there. I didn't feel like I needed any lucky interventions for my life.
Yes, Lord. I am truly grateful for my wonderful life. I am blessed! I will still buy my Tim Horton's cuz I love the coffee and
hey, you never know. I could roll up the rim and it will say.........You have just won a fabulous HUSBAND.
Now THAT, I would love!!!!